I hope death,
I hope death finds me in places when I’m most joyous
When I’m free in laughter, love ‘n happiness
When my magnanimous heart is overwhelmed in the adrenaline of spirit
When I rest upon the warmth of my home
Upon the laps of my beloved
When I have made peace with enemies
When I’m pious with god
When I enjoy his creations and admire his strength
When I slumber upon the dazzling stars
While I gaze up, up above
Rewinding the echoes of every tender word my companions ever whispered to me,
I crave for a death, sweet and subtle
When I have forgiven and forgotten
Like how a loved one left me…
I hope it never finds me,
When I’m burning in anger
When silence is filled with screams of vexation
When I’ve run away from home after a stupid fight
When I’m left on ghost mode,
By friends who turned to strangers
I hope death never finds me in a hospital bed, with a crippling disease
Tied to wires and beeps of machines
Or because of a silly mistake of a careless soul
I hope, dear God, that my death wouldn’t be a scar;
Rather it be an inspiration
To live and die, with great courage
To belive we’ll meet again, another day.
